i wrote this down on paper,

to remind myself to blog on it,

but i didn't.

don't worry, it's quite outdated.

in terms of shiyun time



the motivation to do

what you want me never to do,

comes from you.

yes, ironically.



"i bet you'll do this

when u have the that to.

you're that kind - i can see."



ah. i'm sick of censoring.

it's a whole long chunk.

and yes i am sick of censoring,

but i still do.

cos im responsible enough

to know what shouldnt go online.



another chunk:



if you want respect, earn it.

c'mon. you can do it.



dont say you're playing games.

reverse psychology does not,

and i repeat, does not,

work on me.



the more you dont want me to

hang out with my lesbian friends,

the more i would.

the very prospect of meeting a guy like u

turns me homosexual.



dont bother to comment,

it's something that happened before,

n i now feel nothing abt it.



anyhow,

i have this habit of writing down stuff

to throw them away.

this aids me in forgetting.

but ive been keepin a diary recently

and thus the lack of stuff on my blog.



some stuff are better left unsaid.

and if u ever wonder why

i can have so many crushes,

it's cos the real one's inside my mind.

i dun put it on my mouth.