honestly.
if you have nothing to say to me
except favours to ask
and crap.
just. stay away.
by the way.
fuck the eight fucking FRIENDS i made in st nicks.
including the fucking one i knew for years.
FUCK YOU ALL.

good ol' fun with good ol' beloveds.

yeap ive been missin..
sorry baby gigo!
no time to come online at all
for the past dunno how long.
tuition n all..
im not complainin though =].

here's pics up for friday
the day of the most christmasy celebration ive ever had.
(but pics are not of the celebration but for the mornin)

so the gofs and auddd went rollerblading!


naaaaaaaaaa.


yz sunshineee.


audd.


the angel!


na and i brought our blades along
but both pairs gave way.
n it started raining after we put on all our gear.
n due to the weather n the fact that i was bleeding,
i gave up on blading.
thats why my hair smelt the best that day.

na aud yz


again (yes its pretty difficult for them to change places!)


na!


yz! (trying to brake)


again (failin in her attempt to look pro braking)


aud!


yawwnnnn.






these girls dont know whats coming up for them!


me n naaa.


ouch!


this is wad i call.. ku zhong zuo le!


zhen fell tooooo (but its on video)

the only butt that didnt get wet (other than mine)


and it belonged to


lazy to figure out how to upload videos.
next time!

im so not a feminist (edited)

taboo makes me smile!
yesternight was a good ol' party with the lovely frens.
and good games of tabooooo.

j: this is in one of the famous songs we sing during this season.
many: jingle bells?
j: yes sing it!
xt: jingle bells jingle bells jingle all the way..
(while everyonewaits for her to finish)
(j holds the card in midway preparing to throw it into the success stack)
xt: oh what fun it is to ride on a one-horse open sleigh!
j beams.

d: when a man does not work
d: the woman works
d: when he is married to a woman
me: XIAO BAI LIAN. gigolo!
everyone stared daggers at me.
makes sense mahhh.
ok the word was house-husband.

with the reminder of my good ol' fren..

d: french fries come from?
j: america!
z: france?
laughter as we realise it's FRENCH fries though it prob originated from usa.
d: yes so wads the landmark of france?
me: (confidently)STATUE OF LIBERTY!
j: (equally confidently, if not more)leaning tower of pisa!
laughter.
z: eiffel tower la!

bimbotic frens i haveee.
oh speakin of bimbos..
yz was thinking.."french fries come from macs wad".

yesterday's food was good
and i stayed off the alcohol
and i got a doggy memo holder!
who looks a bit like lolaaa.

sometimes we forget,
that while we're going thru shit
and everyone around you seems to be less of a friend
except those few that stay close,
that we have a bunch of good clean fun friends
who'll bring you the simplest of joys
and with whom you'll spend the easiest times.
socialising becomes a chore as i grow older
though my patronising skills arent that bad.
but thanks santa d,
for allowing me to rejoice in that simple joy last night!

christmas

the season of giving is here!
thus my wish list is here, too! *beams

1. size 12 crotchet needles
2. size 10 knitting needles
3. tonnes of fashion wool
4. tonnes of scraps of cloths
5. digital camera with big screen but not so big width

thats all for the moment.
yawnn.
anyway im just kiddin abt the wish list items 1-4.
i wouldnt have use for a thousand same-sized needles.
life's been happy
but ive been forgetful.
rushing here n there for tuition is..
takin a toll on me.

size 10 needle i need u by tmr..rah.

irishcreammudpie.

deleted mnemonics.

03-03-2005
the first sms

01-04-2005
the most cruel joke

04-04-2005
the first offer to send me

11-04-2005
yourlover

08-05-2005
sweet for nothing
you said wad sven said
xim tia
the best attempt to play
withdrawal symptoms
ngor hou gua ju lei

14-05-2005
wad ive always wanted come true in a lie

07-07-2005
the most number of farewell smses
and phonecalls
the most convincing shit
made up my mind.
made up our minds.

games from then on were not saved.

Oi! Sleeping Beauty!

im letting the pictures do the talkin this time..
beanie val lh ming n i went to watch the musical
and being the photowhore i am..
heh heh.
=]

the sleeping beauty *beams and her wicked stepdaughter


the lovelies i went with (miss camera-shy is camera-shy)


me, my dorhta and ming my new fren!


again


oh the sleepin beauty has awakened!


well yes our sleepin beauty plays cinderella too..only better.

i lost both shoes to the rain!

i refuse to be outcast.


friendss




shoe fetish


beanies shoe


the slippers miss camera-shy kindly lent me


in the toilet. (not in a club!!)




so young only hands so shaky


in the theatre




oh guess who we saw!


of cos i had to take a pic with him


i got to hang on to the camera cos she was busy!


see wad i mean?


hua yu cool!


thats all folks..
charms n kims bday pics will be up soooon.

my happy life

heh ive recovered my happiness!
like.. wow.

and yes i do talk to myself alot
and a few days ago on the train,
this wobbly woman was standin in front of me..
and this horrible thought flashed across my einstein of a mind-
wow if she falls i think im gonna siam.
thennn.
it struck me.
how many pple will siam also if i wobble?
like..
if u see my cute lil lola wobble you'll hurry to help her
but if u see an elephant..u dowan to be crushed rite?!
its so in us already.
automatic one.

anyway
happy birthday charmaine waCkys!

the stuff i recall from taboo
(that i might just never forget)
h: u go to the minister and ask for?
me: huh?
w: advice!
h: oh no no salah. you go to fandi ahmad and ask for?
w: autograph!
h grinned paisehly.
me: bwahahahahahahahahaha.
and we all laughed for half the duration of the hourglass.
and for the next few rounds i was burstin into spurts of laughter.

me: ive got two things on the side of my face..
w: pimples!
me stares.
me: TO LISTEN WITH.
-laughter.

and acid bar was a good chillin place.

oh just a note to myself.
i think ive got ridiculously polite frens.
i obviously wore this brown top with green berms
of which the shades look damn weird together
(heh i was lazy to find something else to wear)
and the whole day out i was just waitin for someone to comment
and noone did. =\

yet another blogthing

got this off valane..
even though i dont like the color
but its quite accurate!

Your Heart Is Green

Love completes you, but that doesn't mean you seek it out. When love comes your way, you integrate it peacefully into the rest of you life. Your flirting style: Laid back Your lucky first date: Walking around aimlessly and talking Your dream lover: Is both enthusiastic and calm What you bring to relationships: Balance

What Color Heart Do You Have?

a happy jo

with the lingerin taste of good salmon
and yummilicious kokokrunch in my mouth
i cant stop grinning.

the past few days have been filled with happy times
and im so glad to say
the broken soul has found her prozac.

good ol' catchin up with one of my first r/s
reading nice jolly stories borrowed from a student
mammy giving me two new sets of PJs (yes im a lil kid when it comes to this)
the funniest fren i have makin funny monkey faces over webcam.

im satisfied.

closures are goooood.
i should have given the ultimatum earlier!
now im all happy and jumpy like before.

thank you all! =)

super long but super true

The Lion Leo
July 23 to August 22

Traditional Leo Traits
Generous and warmhearted
Creative and enthusiastic
Broad-minded and expansive
Faithful and loving Pompous and patronizing
Bossy and interfering
Dogmatic and intolerant

The Leo type is the most dominant, spontaneously creative and extrovert of all the zodiacal characters. In grandeur of manner, splendor of bearing and magnanimity of personality, they are the monarch's among humans as the lion is king of beasts. They are ambitious, courageous, dominant, strong willed, positive, independent, self-confident there is no word as doubt in their vocabularies and self-controlled. Born leaders, either in support of or in revolt against the status quo, they are at their most effective when in a position of command, their personal magnetism and courtesy of mind bringing out the best of loyalty from subordinates. As they are uncomplicated, knowing exactly what they want and using all their energies, creativeness and resolution to get it, as well as being certain that they will, their followers know where they are with Leonians.

Leonians think and act bigger than would normally be dared; although the ambitiousness of their schemes and idealism may sometimes daunt their followers, their practical hardheadedness and ability to go straight to the heart of any problem reassures them. If Leonians meet with setbacks they thrive on the adversity.On the whole they are powers for good, for they are strongly idealistic, humane and beneficent. They have powerful intelligence and are of a broad, philosophical, sometimes religious, turn of mind.

Those who are devout may become very obstinate in upholding traditional beliefs and will cling tenaciously, but with complete sincerity, to practices and doctrines which liberal thinkers regard as absurdly out-of-date.Their faults can be as large in scale as their virtues, and an excessively negative Leonian can be one of the most unpleasant human beings imaginable, displaying extreme arrogance, autocratic pride, haughtiness and excessive hastiness of temper. If jealously suspicious of rivals, they will not hesitate to use cunning, lies and trickery to discredit them.

Self-centerdness, greed for flattery, boastfulness and bombast, pomposity, snobbish superiority, and overbearing and intolerant disdain of underlings - to whom they will nevertheless delegate the carrying out of minor details in their grandiose schemes, and from whom they are not above borrowing immoderately if an occasion necessitates it - any of these can be characteristic of Leo. Add to them a passion for luxury, a lust for power, unlimited sexual lust and emotional indulgence, and a character emerges that no one would want to know either in public life or private. But their pride may go before a fall as uncontrolled impetuosity is likely to bring them low. Fortunately it is rare that a Leo is so undisciplined as to give way thoroughly to this list of vices, and their tendencies to them are usually balanced by an innate wisdom.

In professional life they do well at any vocation at which there is room at the top. As politicians they are content with nothing less than a powerful position in government. In business they may be the chairman of their company's board, or at least directors or managers. They are excellent organizers and overseers, and if from the artisan ranks of society they will aspire to become the boss, partly because they are ambitious by nature, partly because they dislike manual labour, preferring to take charge of others doing it. If artistic, Leos can become stars of stage or screen (their bent is serious rather than light drama), maestros as musicians when they will gravitate toward the grand instruments or activities, such as the organ or conducting of orchestras and as painters; anything grand in conception and scale appeals to them.

Leo women make exceptionally good welfare workers.In his or her relations with others the Leo type is open, sincere, genuine and trusting. Outgoing, spontaneously warm hearted and plain spoken, though never lacking in kindliness, Leos are more disillusioned than the average if let down by those they trust. They are not good judges of character and are inclined to favoritism and an exaggerated faith in their followers which too often ends in disappointment.

They have a strong sex drive and are so attracted to the opposite sex that they find it hard to be constant; they can be so intensely sexual as to become dissolute. They may have numerous love affairs for their love of pleasure and beauty is liable to drive them from one attractive partner to another. They are very much inclined to deceive. Their marriages may fail for the same reason, yet they are sincere and generous to their lovers while love lasts, and will remain attached to their homes so long as it is run for their benefit. They demand service but are incapable of giving it.

Physiologically, Leo governs the upper back, forearms, wrist, spine and heart. Its natives are subject to a number of ailments: pain in the back and lungs, spinal complaints, diseases of the heart and blood, sickness in ribs and sides, convulsions, pleasantries, violent burning fevers including, in former days when they were prevalent, plague and pestilence jaundice and some afflictions of the eyes.
Some Famous Leos:
Napoleon Bonaparte (August 15, 1769)
George Bernard Shaw (July 26, 1856)
Mae West (August 17, 1893)

all random

my left eye is sore now.
it was my right one a few days ago.

ive stopped sending whining smses!

suddenly, im missing my irishcreammudpie.
even though i prefer cookiemonster
only jaysher'd understand.

i dreamt of the grossest bunch of friends acquaintances.
going jb with them! *puke.

monochromepictures U DELETED UR BLOG AH?
'I' can answer for her.

thats all.

the human ego

everytime u say something..
u assume something.
and its amazing wad people can assume.
and..id rather u not say anything at all
cos it reflects ur bias ur prejudices ur..ugliness.
no examples for today.

another thing..
"she is fat but pretty"
how often have u heard this.
so..WHY IS A 'BUT' USED?!
fat ppl are assumed to be ugly huh?
see wad i mean.
everything u say..
reflects something.
and most of the time..its gross.

the quote of the day by the loveliest fren j-

b favoured n ur protected. says:
u2 still honeymoon ah

pumaqueen :: the nerdy tcher :: says:
huh? hahaha

pumaqueen :: the nerdy tcher :: says:
break le lah

a post for you!

"Introduce 10 quirks or idiosyncrasies of yours on your blog, following which you are free to pick five more people to do the same thing."

meeee. its gonna be an interestin read! haha. the leo acts.

10. i like prime numbers with the exception of 2 and 5.

9. i cant eat from the yong tau foo stall in arts anymore cos the duckrice uncle always says "ya tui qi gu jia gua" (duck drumstick, deboned, add livers/beancurd) when he sees me.

8. ive been wearing nina ricci premier jour for more than five years now, and only started using anna sui secret wish a while ago, but i still love the former as much.

7. i have something for big hands and height. securityyy.

6. i love the smell of armani mania. irresistible.

5. the luckiest girl on earth with the best family, the best friends and the best things happening around me.

7. im a jack of all trades - knitting, crotcheting, acryllic painting, balloon sculpting, vball, bball, nball, hockey, hball, db, wboarding,... but really. master of none.

8. i love roses and bai he hua. i keep my bouquets more than my stalks.

9. im a soft toy maniac but i have no more space to keep small ones. *wink. big ones are welcomed though.

10. the funniest joke i remb til now is how my fren dug his nose but throw his hp instead. hahaha i cant stop laughing.

thats all folks.
and im taggin the followin pple..

1. james
2. meiyi
3. bangsaikia

aieya three will do. both my gofs are going abroad =\

drama queen

hahaa you know youre a drama queen
or mixing with drama queens when:

youre going to caldecott on monday to support a friend on superhost
youre going to caldecott on tuesday to support another friend on super idol.