i dont want to listen

u can say all u want
i'll hear for i have no choice

but i'll try not to listen
to those evil words that spill from ur mouth

i'll try not to listen
to what you have to say w/o processing my actions

if only i cannot hear
the piercing things u say

then i wont have to listen.

the fullstop.

if you realise, sometimes i put fullstops to things that arent complete sentences and i leave them out for certain sentences. the full stop represents a certain kind of termination. that ive had enough, that i want it to end.

im suddenly reminded of a short story i read. can't remember the title. could be full stop. the grandma's letter with all the incorrect punctuation. certain stereotypes are understood and manipulated to make people think in a certain way.

ive been playing with this thought. that maybe im just a nicely waxed apple with a rotten core. and pple who think im nice are just seeing how i wax the apple. itd be scary wouldnt it? i think id shock myself to see the rotten bits.

the sun.

You are The Sun

Happiness, Content, Joy.

The meanings for the Sun are fairly simple and consistent.

Young, healthy, new, fresh. The brain is working, things that were muddled come clear, everything falls into place, and everything seems to go your way.

The Sun is ruled by the Sun, of course. This is the light that comes after the long dark night, Apollo to the Moon's Diana. A positive card, it promises you your day in the sun. Glory, gain, triumph, pleasure, truth, success. As the moon symbolized inspiration from the unconscious, from dreams, this card symbolizes discoveries made fully consciousness and wide awake. You have an understanding and enjoyment of science and math, beautifully constructed music, carefully reasoned philosophy. It is a card of intellect, clarity of mind, and feelings of youthful energy.

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