crampin' streak

shiyun's on her winning crampin' streak.

cramp n cramp n cramp.

like it's free.

i mean, of cos it is.

at my expense.

some creatures can just be so selfish.



and no no.

i'm bloody allergic to so many painkillers.

and my beloved heat pad decided to die.

ha ha.

wad a joke.

and i have a bloody paper later.

and no, my time on the blog's correct.

i'm up so late.

kill me.

shoot me.



i better give birth to more babies.

else i'll be crampin' for nothing.

my whole life of cramps.

and no babies.

it would be quite sad.

remember to console me

if i dun get babies.



it's this kinda time

when i miss that hand on my tummy

that warms it up

and puts me to sleep.



it's this kinda time

when i miss that voice in my ear

that calms me down

and puts me to sleep.



and then i realise

that im really all alone

with no source of affection

noone to pacify me

noone to whom i grumble

and not feel apologetic afterwards.



and then i question myself

if i really wan someone

for my own selfish needs.

and yes

i think so.

i miss cuddlin' up on the sofa

to watch all the movies on the tv.



dont we all?