on a bright rainy sunday morning, your good friend saw that your blog is like dead, and will be dead unless she does something to it.

so she decided to be nice and help u change the skin, left everything undone except to add her own link. haha.

okay but anyway, you can go fill in your own stuff like tag board, other links etc. because sadly, your previously skin is like totally deleted. so i couldnt even extract the tagboard codes and links.



gooodbye.

it's decided.

it's decided.



the race's cancelled.

not the race.

our participation.



no advanced notice

just pooh.

three smses forwarded

and pooh.

for those of us who trained

for those of us who yearned

for those of us who hoped

for those of us who still had a dream

just pooh.



we're like puppets.

helpless.

one sms

and we can't train.

it's not up to us,

we can't help it.



no race, no training.



no caps with our names

no blisters on our hands.

no salt in our hair

no white spots on our arms.

no lunch after rowing

no grumbling after that.

no tough biceps to flaunt

no glove tan to show off.



and we can't do anything abt it.

they decided.



well, for those for wanted to race

and didnt train a shit,

u know wad?

i've got nothing to say to u.

look forward to race

when u stop halfway durin training

go kl on monday

and refuse to train on sunday.

i prob cant feel wad u can.



ive slacked

and prob i deserve half of this.



cheers to my teammates...

the last trainin couldve been our last.

my tests!

aww. i'm girl next door!

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the bra. haha

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and i'm pooohhhhhh




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that feeling

that feeling



u know sometimes

there's just this sour feeling.

it starts in ur body,

just somewhere in between.

and all of a sudden, u feel like puking.



u see that someone

and hear that something

read an old mail

recall that old fling

it rushes up to ur eyes, that sour feeling.



u ask urself

wad was everything

how did it start how did it end

wasnt it just a simple fling?

but try as u might, u're stuck. w that feeling



u know sometimes

theres just this sweet feeling

this rush of adrenalin

this flush in ur face

and it kills all germs, even that sour feeling.



u see that someone

u hear that something

u stare at ur hp n will it to ring

then u see that pop message

and u just cant stop grinning.

im a progressive girl

got this off na's blog. hmmm

i'm a progressive girl huh

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i'm a lifer.

i'm a lifer.



hahaa do u understand that term?

lifer. not a no-lifer.

ok fine that's jo e black for you.



anyway guess wad.

i met up with paulyn jaysher n edison

yest at fullerton for free dessert.

sounds great? hahaha

but trust me,

i think i didnt even eat one spoonful

of dessert in total.

hahaa pathetic!

the sampler. omg.

but anyway i shant complain.

it's freeeeeeeeee

that's cheapo jo for u!



wad was next?

good gossip topic hahahaa

the smses that paulyn received.

wahahahahahahaa.

rotted at monks with jaysher n paulyn

no topic but it just felt comfortable

the funny frenly feeling these 2 girls give me.



wanted to go home

after being unable to reach charmaine.

then she called me back when i was on the cab!

so there to her house i went.

so fun!!

hahaha just a senseless night out

but totally relaxing.

a few shots to take away inhibitions.

wait. wad r u thinkin??

nono. no inhibitions not = sex!

but wait. there was sex involved.

ahhahaaaa

between this pair.

phone sex.

oh no we shant go into details.

parties involved to bribe me. =]



played cards n charmaine's a good partner

hahahaaa.

or kim n pretty amelia baby r not-so-good.



e pretty babe drove us down to jln kayu!

she's damn nice lah

but just like the other three on her car,

she's got no sense of direction. hahaa

but it was a nice ride.

one that u cant sleep on.

hahaha prata was ok

we loved eating the not-nice-at-all tissue.

and charmaine brought a toilet roll there.

hahahaaa..

and i shan't explain for her.



ok enough crap.

but i enjoyed myself!

a great start to my weekend =]

the weirdest thing

the weirdest thing.



argh.

i dun understand why.



maybe i'm becoming

less of a group person.

seems like i'm starting to like

to work alone.

maybe i should go check my blood group.

it's probably b+ now.



did someone change a brain with me?

i'm empty headed.

n i hate this.



absolute madness.



absolute absolute madness.



god save me.

my god, that is.

buddha. goddess of mercy.

all the gods that i believe in.

save me.

classic

classic



Kiff-The dog ate my share of the cake!!!! says:

won't want lah... arts fac wat, no job prospect, what job...



JO :: i found a good n cheap form of entertainment. shh.:: says:

hahahhahahaaa



Kiff-The dog ate my share of the cake!!!! says:

we can just be beachbums



Kiff-The dog ate my share of the cake!!!! says:

i m thinking taxi driver too...



Kiff-The dog ate my share of the cake!!!! says:

since i'm studying politics and econs.. its perfect for starting conversations in a cab



totally, totally CLASSIC

i thought it was over

i thought it was over.



i thought writing all the shit down

and misplacing them

will make me feel better.

i thought not thinking abt issues

will make me feel better.



but apparently it doesnt.

come, let's talk abt issues then.



so yes.

pple have all the right to say wadever they wan

on their own blog.

i have absolutely no prob with that.

but if u wanna talk abt others' personal stuff

that they told u cos they trust u not to spread,

then the meaning is clear.



i'm not low enough

to type UR stuff on the web.

u can be sensible enough

not to type names of ur stories online

but u just go ahead n type abt people's.

oh how great u r.

it doesnt show much abt u,

does it?



anyway i think i asked u nicely.

and u said fine.

so now here u r

grumbling abt it to the whole world

saying i demanded something.

oh how sweet of u.

doesnt show much again, does it?



if u wanna write anything at all,

go ahead.

i wont even care to tell u anymore at all.

cos now i know who not to tell stuff to.

thanks for the awakening! =]

been thinkin abt a few issues

wanted to blog abt them

but forgot them all

the moment i clicked on 'new post'.

weird.

it always seems to be this way.



wad have i been doing?

tuition's lessening,

trying to do up a bit of readings

n spending time with myself.



met lin yen uncle kee gene n zs n june

at swaps table on friday

cos uncle kee (yes no more uncle underwear)

was gonna drive us to

andy's suprise birthday celebration.

anyhow, gene made this comment:

"hey, u're here! usually u're not."

kinda reinforced that image i have in me.

i havent been hanging around much

with anyone at all.

even though i'm trying to!

i used to be present at every single

swaps thing, big or small.

now i'm not even at the table.

but i guess i feel more fulfilled.

i'm giving tuition,

i'm earning a decent sum of money

and i'm doing ok.

i dunno if i have a life

but i try to do wad i wan.

and i guess that's wad matters..

i dunno if i'll die tmr,

n i've done stuff that i wan to do.

and i'm glad.

live life the way i want to.



anyway,

went for two tuition sessions

before wakeboarding on sat.

ups n downs.

couldnt do the 180 anymore

but managed to do the bunny hop twice.

i hope i'll keep it up.

meet the girls for dinner

at Ichiban at esplanade.

omg. it's really ICHIBAN!

the tuna really melts in ur mouth.

yum yum.

anyway we went to mariott

and spent the night yakking.

i really hope to have more of these!



anyhow,

i took some neoprints with charmaine!

haha like omg.

noone even wanna take neoprints with me

and charmaine is in the same situation.

haha so we took.

and stupid me pressed 'ok'

n we didnt get to choose pics.

and i fergot to draw the shit on her head

the second time round.

shall post pics up

if she sends them to me.



i'm sleep deprived.

pardon my repetitions.

i m so shy

im so shy



i bet yz n na know why.

pigs can fly pigs can fly pigs can fly

im in the lib

im in the lib



ah so dumb.

i forgot about absolut meeting

and thot i was gonna go sentosa

get my new pass

and go home to study

so i didnt bring my notes.

and i didnt bring my nite specs again.



anyway

did i mention that i fell during riding

and hit my head?

so pain.

i get a very bad jaw

and i get giddy spells

and i threw up.



and i'm so busy for everything

and i'm digging out time for swaps table!

and i'm managing to do it already!

one student down..

one more will be down tmr.

and i'll have more of a life.



and im a poor kid.

i need new flip flops.

mine are making me fall.

riding at punggol

riding at punggol



wasnt that good,

though we had e bikini babe

amanda!! on the boat with us

and david the pro.



one week good, one week bad.

well next riding's supposed to be better

according to this cycle.

i cant stand deteriorating

tell me it's just yest!



anyhow,

couldnt join the team for dinner

cos i was heading down to handover

dressed like shit.

hahaha and pple noticed.

bleahh



anyway

only chris the self-acknowledged poseur

asked abt my oakley boardshorts!

haha.. he damn conscious lah.

he was like "that's oakley rite?!"

"at least a hundred plus rite?"

so conscious.



anyway i asked david wad the comb was for

it's for the wax of the board! =]



lookin fwd to the next riding session.





::handover dinner::

food wasnt too bad,

the gift was nice!

kimberly drew me!

the angel. =]

and herself n charmaine on it - devils.

really nice.

so glad!!

like before i received the gift

i was half thinking

"shouldnt be as much effort as

wad i put in last year ba.."

den omg. so nice. =]



i think im still confused.

but my attitude is that:

leave it be.

hope my clouds will clear one day

and i'll know where im going.