think simple. says:

U NEVER READ

think simple. says:

rahhh

E says:

hahah

E says:

I JUST READ LA U!!

E says:

u never blog abt ME TOOOO

E says:

hmphhh



heh why did my day go well?

cos i met eu early in the morning!

the first person i saw for the day!

(that i know)

and she nicely printed out my saviour documents

n i yakked my way away at iras,

and according to baa's prediction,

i succeeded!



then bleuxy had lunch at novena square,

and eu drove us back to sch,

and then drove me to my wonderful low-fat lunch.

SUBWAY.

if u wanna make me happy,

buy me:

1. dragonfruit juice;

2. 6inch subway hearty italian,

all veges, sweet onion teriayki

and sweet onion sauce.



thankeu for making my day!

felt good today.

actually knew wad i wanted to wear!

but of cos i didnt have it.

haha but oh well nvm..



wore my off-color ring to sch today

n char said it's kiddy! rahh.

at least dumberly appreciated it.

lecture was ok..

but break wasnt.

im beginning to lose it-

the motivation to study.

n i shall make an effort to gain it back!

i so can do it.



hit art fren with dumberly n char

after eileen cancelled tuition.

guess who i saw?

bigpaw n huiwen!!

so qiao.

but she actually asked huiwen in front of me -

"she's black rite?"

then turned back n said "hi black!"

wonders of wonders--

frens of frens of frens.



been feelin abit uptight abt certain issues

but oh well.

sometimes things were never really wad u thot them to be.

im been an assuming ass lately

and i really need to kick it.

and im beginning to learn the art of

critical reading.

i knew the theory

but never really practised it..

it helps.

and the newspapers is actually becoming interestin

and im beginning to love politics in plays.



so many things happening

so many issues that i cant articulate.

my blog's becoming pretty superficial

and im losin all my issues.

i shall soon do something abt it,

but now,

i shall hit the books.



not to forget..

my wonderful wonderful dinner

at fish&co with my darlingss ck.

im forced to question my capability.

im left to pit myself against worthy competitors.

where's my confidence?

this is badd.

maybe baa's right.

2005's my bad year

as much as i refuse to think so.



but i'll try to make it good.

as much as i can.



i feel so alone, i do.

imported a doodleboard.

seems like my pc doesnt support tagbaord.

i cant view blogs with tagboards!

not even my own.

so i imported a doodleboard.



my rest day..

spent sleepin half the day.

I FEEL SO GOOD.

energy charger..

later gotta pia some more.

but first,

lemme go down get my fave--

yoghurt yum yum.



note: night cycling recce fotos up under

night cycling recce

new fotos up under wakys at rouge

yea u guessed right.

charmaine wasnt there!

we need a full wackys album girls.

*narrows eyes* (just like how my love does it haha)



also,

check out ayda's new blog layout!

she's linked now.

cool skin!!

you.

you.



i forgot i knew ur smell.

then i remembered i couldnt stop smellin

the grey comfy sweet-smelling stuffed dog.



i didn't think i'd remb it.

then i walked hurriedly past this area

and i froze for a split second--

i smelled ur smell.

after four years.

where r u?

ive been thinkin abt u.

im sure i dun love ya anymore.

but wru?







guess who i saw on the train?

ivy!! she got into the same cabin!

n i talked to ray for awhile

over her fone.

sorry girls.

we'll go riding tog soon! =]

happy sunday

happy sunday.



tuition as usual,

but the day started off well.



more often than not,

i wake up happy.

and guess wad?

noone's home.

which means i wake up

to smile at myself in the mirror

n receive a few hugs from lola.

i need to spend more time with her.

why m i tellin u this?

to show im a caring girl?

pui.

brecht's getting into my blood--

this is not good.

shoo, brecht.

come, stanislavsky.

nono, not swarovsky.



the next good thing was

i fergot tuition was changed to earlier

n i ended up late.

so i got to sleep abit more.

haha fine that's a bad thing

but it didnt matter.

breakfast was finally not that oily.

why am i complaining abt free breakfast anw?

but yea.

it's not ten chwee kueys swimming in oil.

it's a pack of nasi lemak!

with super yummy otah.

why did i italicise otah?

cos i think it's not english?

why m i conforming.

or m i trying to upgrade myself?

anw the otah was superb.



next i met up with ash!!

and i was 2 minutes early! =]

*beam*

i'm startin this punctuality thing again.

i used to be at least an hour early

in my sec school days.

then somehow i stopped.

not sure why n when though..

but i'd better start it again.

and oh,

i managed to finish

The Lady of Soul and the 'S' Machine

on my way to meet ash.

a pretty good read i must say.

robert yeo's trilogy aint bad either!

im loving plays.

cos im learnin more abt how to read them.



shopping with ash was greaaat.

learnt new fashion terms,

found great clothes--

i lurve the pants i bought!

i'll try do something abt the pockets tho'.

but i hate u ash,

u make all the heads turn,

and u make that piece of cloth look so good!!



oh come to think of it,

i should really commit suicide.

all the guy heads n some girl ones turned

n looked at ash.

then when j-van joined us,

gawd. more girls looked at j-van.

urgh.

i was just the ugly bum hanging ard 'em.

great.

but well, too bad.

pple who look, they're MY frens.

awww.



after the good shoppin

n the little hiccup

n the ppg who saved my day

we went over to kazu's workplace.

gawd.

havent seen her for sooo long.

dun think i even talked to her so much before.

not in real life.

anw, she's so nice lah.

reminds me of u-know-who,

who refused to get me the adidas jacket

when she worked at adidas?

ok if u think im not worth it,

suit urself.

i didnt even ask u to pay!!

i just wanted ur staff discount.

urgh.

n kazu just got it for ash.

hmph.

ah anw let's forget abt it.



starbucks aft that

n four of us just sat,

talked, n stoned abit.

it was good..

two relaxing nights in three days.

maybe this rest was planned

to urge me on more readings-doing.



thanks ash for makin my day!

n kazu n j-van as well =]



is theatre really the typical way for leos?

last night.

last night.



it was a good night!

relaxing n fun,

just sittin around chillin.



of cos,

with my super crush

unexpectedly spotting me there.

*swoons*

and a new eye candy in school.

hahaa i'd so love school now.



e, hope u had a great time!!

sorry i wasnt there alot of the time.

n we didnt do the supper

catching up thing.

but we'll have the chance.

haircut soon alrite!



sorry AY.

guess the music wasnt good

for u all lah

but i hope u had fun while it lasted!

n W. u practically disappeared!!

K- my darlinggg dumberlyyy.

hahaha see?

she's the sweetest.

didnt abandon me.

or maybe i stuck to her.

hahahahaa

anyway it was all relaxing.



BUT.

i got my first hangover.

hahahaha

not to worry.

i'm already alrite!!



maybe i just should have taken the lemon.

im the luckiest pig, ever.



just when i thot i was abt to die

from lack of sleep

n overly packed schedule

i called my student to tell her i'll b late

n she told me her tcher postponed the test.

which means i could shift the extra leson

to the next week.

postponement of d-day.



n ive got my gofs.

i lurve u babes!

thanks for always pickin up my calls!!



anyway.

i just bought old chang kee's curry path

not knowing why i did it.

on the 2nd bite into it,

a wide grin spread across my silly face --

i wanted some scallops.

i did the stupidestestest thing ever.

i left my diary at my student's place.

boom boom room

boom boom room.

queued a long queue

ran away from the camera.

just thot i didnt look decent.

n not prepared to be seen yet.



im leading double triple lives.

audrey n yz u should understand..

im still caught up.

so torn n all.

that i fergot to blog abt bbr!

heck. it's in my diary alrd.



dreamt i was rowing

for the tsunami row.

im pretty broke to row at 25bucks actually.

sorry lionel,

sorry team.

sorry shiyun.

but dreaming of rowing

wasnt even half as shiok as rowing.

the strokes

the water

the whoosh

of the paddle when u pull it

fast n hard enough.

that backwash

which i probably wont hear again.

that beautiful sound

which evaporates my temper.



i miss rowing.

i miss carrying the paddles

i miss bailing water

i miss sitting on that cushion in the boat

(which im sitting on now)

i miss wear big sleeveless n sbs inside

knowing my teammates do the same.

i miss running the run

i miss getting a gloved tanline

i miss the seawater in my hair

i miss the bottle of salt

that is left on my arms n thighs

after every single row.

i miss it, i do.

acting was fun.

but im lookin fwd to praxis again!

everyone laughed at every play put up.

every short play that we cooked up.

it wasnt bad just throwing ideas

n forming something outta ideas.

but im rusty, i am.



guess who's in my class?

pan miaohua!

omg. who can forget that kinda name?

but i dunno her.

so yea.

but omg.

how many st nicks pple do u wan in a class?

minus hwee ping n me.



everyone please pray for me.

that i'll have a good year ahead

and a good memory.

to remember to hit the gym

and do my readings.

it's been a fairly good start,

so i hope it keeps up!

superficiality

superficiality.

let's talk about it.



new clothes,

new hair

gets u friends u shoulda known

and more friends than u thot u had.



or mayb it's just the confidence

that comes with them.



anyway

i love my pink n purple extensions.





oh, did i mention?

the instructor Ben's resembles

this someone..

especially in his ben sherman.

hmm.

praxis

praxis was fun!

not as loner as i thot i'd be.

hahaha i love it.

adore it.

it's the crossing boundary crowd

and the marketing one combined.

love's the word.

hope everything goes well from here!!



(oh i forgot the year1s.)

fotos up!

ackys at sentosa.

refer to that for wacky pics!

but imagestation screwed up my order though.

but nvm. we still look good!



first day of school!

i had helluva good time.

all my eye candies waved

and some stopped to talk to me.

omg. hahaha so happy lah.



andy's leavin..

we're so gonna miss u.

really!

the noisy duck.

please please come back soon ok?

i'll miss the noiseee!



im online

cos bidding for this practical

starts at 12am.

hahah so here i am.

the kiasu girl! =]

*burp*



im a happy happy girl.

been writing my diary

almost everyday now.

so it doesnt seem to me

that ive been blogging less.



::announcement::

ive downgraded.

to the kinda person

that i get confused over.

u know

that kind of pple

who doesnt seem to deserve

the friends that they have.

i've downgraded.

do i deserve the frens i have?

have i been good enough a fren?

urgh.



anyhow,

diaries are scary literature

that contain extremely varied views

on things n people

in different entries.

they can contradict one another

in many occasions.

so never read another's diary

unless u have time to finish it.

ok no, im kidding.

never read another's diary, anytime.

u'll probably get the wrong idea

and everything.



diarying is really quite unlike blogging.

u dun have to be politically correct

and u dun have to make disclaimers.

but to me,

and only some know why,

blogging is more private that diarying.

but im back to diarying already.



so will this blog die soon?



some issues are repetitive across humankind.

u see probs pple faced

fallin on urself.

u see probs that u faced

fallin on others.

and we all learn from one another.

we are social creatures,

all of us.

stoning

it's a stoning day.



got back from heaven

to heaven =]

and lay on the clouds

slept for 2.5hrs

and tuitionnnn



omg.

explains why im stoning doesnt it?

but while stoning

i came online for awhile

n it was heaven again.

the nicest conversation in months.

let's keep this up.

ok i know its impossible

but well =]

it happened.



and im lookin forward to friday!

kim's place!

guess where i m?

in hell.

kim's place cannn

and her dog's barkin like mad at me.

aieyoh!

must be lola's smell.

not me not me!!



anyway.

let me just blog about my stuff!



::yesterday::

woke up damn early

to go punggol riding!!

it was not very good

but heh heh. =]



jay n paul came over

n cooked dinner for my family after.

so sweet eh. haha

nice food, good company.

heaven.



::today::

woke up with an aching back.

haha. i lack exercise mannnn.

anyway i slept til abit late

and woke up for meeting.

did abit of absolut evaluation

and went to settlers!!

good games we played,

and greattt company.



and now, i'm over here with

partaying animals.

hahaha we shall rawk the apartment.



but now,

i gotta conquer that bitch.

rahhh.



ok *meeeoooooooo wwwww*

the keys arent screwed for this minute

hey yo.



it's a new year!

new resolutions,

new friends.

new diary,

new adventures.



wanna take this chance to thank:

(pple who'll be readin this blog)



1. my GOFs!

*muack muack*

havent felt like i had a number to call

everytime i'm down

for a damn long time.

but now i have two =]

let's really grow old together!



2. SWAPS

learnt n grew with this family

and there'll be years more with u!



3. WACKYS

had tonnes of fun with u guys

studying, project-ing, shoppin,

bridge, daidee, mahjong, booze.

u rawkkk.



4. jaysher n paulyn

cook-outs, chillin & stoning sessions.

feel uber at ease with u guys!



ok im late for something.

better go now.

my aches are killing me though. =\