i think ive been so pampered

that i cant take things not going my way

n this is absolutely disgusting.

cos ive never been like that.

not since i remember.

kill me.

im turning into someone i dont know.



packin my stuff

always brings back memories of the old me.

of the many old mes.

the times when i was weak

the times when i was emotional.

the times when i was strong as can be

and i begin to wonder.

ive changed over time,

as everyone else does.

but i dun think it's for the better.