a ray of recognition

talked to ray abt how i screwed up my r/s.
or rather, how we fucked up.
(honestly, i think minors should stop reading the bad language)
but it's amazing i found someone who went thru the same shit,
and is still going thru the same stuff.
the resemblance is uncanny.
the things we'll feel n say,
the things they'll feel n say.
i don't want to hit number ten.

sometimes,
it's really beyond my control.