i cant be who u wan me to be.

i cant be who u wan me to be.

cant u see?



i'm very tired.

i'm really very tired.

i'm not how u wan me to be

and i can't do it.

i really really can't.



i'm always ur disappointment.

always.

when will u be proud of me?

when will u tell me u r?

i need reassurance.

i dont want negative encourgement.

it doesnt work on me.

it really really doesn't.

cant u tell me i'm doing good,

when u think i am?

why do u just tell me wad i've not been doing?

i can't do them all..

i really can't.



i don't want to be strong.

i want to depend on someone.

i don't want to have to do all of this alone.

i'm so sick of swallowing my tears.

i'm so sick of hearing the same things,

over and over again.

u know u'll be the cause,

if wad u've been saying will happen

really happens in future.